Monday, November 22, 2004
Hiya. Been awhile since I last updated. The battle with RNC is happening this week.. But the day not confirmed yet. Really looking forward to it.. Gonna be meeting the crew to session pretty soon. Gonna work on my footwork and some crew routines later.
Saw a bag at 77th street which I really liked and its quite cheap.. After I get my pay, I'm gonna go buy that bag right away :D Hahas. Nowadays dunno why I'm so engrossed in punk rock. I've been listening to punk rock 24/7. Before I go to sleep, on the mrt ... yeap. Kinda losing interest in the whole hiphop culture.. But my passion for breaking is still growing as strong as ever.. I'm adopting a whole new style of breaking.. the circus runaways type.. Really like their style.. But of course I'm not gonna be like them totally.. A bit of their style and the rest would be mine.
Every night as I lay on my bed... I do not dare to sleep. Every sound I hear, it fills me with fear... I do not dare to think what may happen... I am very afraid... As I lay on my bed and stare at the ceiling... All the memories of the blood.. the quarrels.. the arguments.. start coming back. Its all engraved deeply in my heart... I have to the so-called strong one to stop every shit that happens.. And behind all that when I'm under my blanket.. tears start rolling down my cheeks.. It really hurts. I never thought this would ever happen to me but it did and there's no turning back. Cherish them before its too late.
I love both of you. And I hope you both still love each as other as much as I do.
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