Friday, January 20, 2006
Heyyyy.
I don't think I'll be updating this blog anymore. Got a new blog so Imma just gonna leave this here and let it collect dust. Wanna say a huge thank you to peeps who have been reading whatever shit I have to say since this blog started in 2003 and also to the occasional cuntfucks who drop by and talk shit on my tagboard without leaving their real name. You shaggy clitorises make my blog a more lively and interactive place. I thank you for that.
The End.
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12:28 AM
Thursday, January 12, 2006
Is There No Truth In Beauty?
This is how it's been, this is how it will be
and when you wake up with him, remember when it was me
and I always will be waiting for you
and I know that you will never see...that
I can't break away from these chains to my heart
the further you push me the closer you are
maybe I should try to let go
maybe I should try to walk away
there's nothing left to say, yeaheeyeah
Do you remember when, you used to laugh there with me
and now I've become the joke, a punchline’s all I will be
and I always will be waiting for you
and I know that you will never see ...that
I can't break away from these chains to my heart
the further you push me the closer you are
maybe I should try to let go
maybe I should try to walk away
there's nothing left to say
You'll be waiting for the rest of your life
just so you can finally miss him
These words don't mean a thing but I'll say them anyway
...anyway, yeah
I can't break away from these chains to my heart
the further you push me the closer you are
maybe I should try to let go
maybe I should try to walk away
there's nothing left to say...but
I can't break away from these chains to my heart
the further you push me the closer you are
maybe I should try to let go
maybe I should try to walk away
there's nothing left to say, yeahheahh
Cause I can’t break away
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12:33 AM
Sunday, January 08, 2006
After the trip to Korea, being a Bboy started to mean so much more to me. The experience changed the way I looked at Bboying. The beat, melody and rhythm of the music started to become more and more significant to me when I'm dancing. The trip really motivated and inspired me to practice alot harder than I already am. It lit the fire in me. The burning desire to want to battle, roast and rise to the top. After watching how the Koreans practice, perform and battle, I really felt that I wasn't "doing my job" as a Bboy. They were so much better than me in so many ways and they were practicing so many times harder than I was. I realised I needed to step up my game. I needed to really start the talkin' less and start dancin' more.
I feel kinda disgusted whenever I see people on Friendster claiming that they love
bRe@KdaNc!Ng when they really don't know shit about what is going on. They think its cool to have pictures of themselves doing dumb sloppy freezes in their photo galleries. They form crews with their fellow friends who supposedly also
lurbbs breakdancingg wors <3. They have absolutely no idea how this artform came about, who are the people who brought it to where it is today and who are the people who are taking it to a whole new level. They're just doing it cos it makes them fucking cool. When you try to talk to them and help 'em out they think you're being too fucking serious about
bReEaKiNg. I'm not trying to say I'm oh-so-great and I know-it-all but I really cannot stand people like this who're really giving others the wrong impression about Bboying. Because of people like this, many people do not consider Bboying a dance but a fucking dangerous
SPORT. These people supposedly break for a few months and eventually lose the interest and move on to something else like being all emo and punk and shit. They taint the scene so badly and I really wanna put a stop to it but I can't because theres just too many of them. There're also the all-talk-no-action cunts who bitch alot about how the local bboys are not contributing enough to the scene when all they do is talk tons of crap while the rest of the bboys are sweating their asses off on the dance floor.
And please, if you have beef with another bboy/bgirl or crew, just fucking call them out to battle. It doesn't make you godlike if you come down with like 20 people and threaten to beat the shit outta them. Thats not bboying, thats motherfucking gangsterism. If you think you're better, challenge your rival to battle if not just STFU and go practice. Also, none of those public multi-purpose halls under HDB flats belongs to anybody but the government so don't talk shit about it belonging to you.
If you really love bboying that fucking much,
Go practice.
Go practice.
Go practice.I rant alot but fuck it, who cares? If it affects you, just close this window.
*farts*
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2:32 PM
Friday, January 06, 2006
Kaninabei chao chee bye. Fucking bangla workers molesting so many girls in Orchard Road on New year's Eve and Christmas. I'm not being fucking racist but it is fucking happening so you cheebyes don't kaopei me.
If I see any bitch molesting any girl in Orchard next year I'll whack the shit outta them.
Watch out you fucking molesting bastards.
Cheebye
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12:52 AM
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
This post is filled with pics from my trip in Korea. Enjoy :0
After getting off the limo bus from Incheon Airport to Seohyeon Station, waiting for Chris to pick us up.
Unpacking our stuff and fooling around after reaching Chris' crib.
Nic and Dehui watching porn. ROFL. Jk
11am in the morning and we're walking to Sunae Station
Chris marking what stations what we should transfer at to get home when we're on our own outside
On teh train xD
They look fucking retarded
We're the condom heads, bitches.
Chris looks mega cute in this pic. LOL
Having dinner with Late Night Tales after session at Chang Dong dance studio.
Looks pretty good eh?
Posing at Sunae Station
ITS SNOWING :D
Monkeyking VS Bear
On the train towards Busan. Fucking 5 hour ride.
Cocky bboys
Dehui and Chris snoozing
No breaking on steps.
Thats one fucking huge mussel.
Fuckin' delicious crap
EXTREME AWAY 2
TIP
Maximum Crew
Drifters
...
YAYYYYYY
Aichi and us
Ducky and us
Snake and us
Blondie and us
NEWBORN and us
Hong10
Nuff' said.
Chris the cave man
Nic is fucking sexy.
Train back to Sunae
Worn out.
Songpa Dance Studio
Session
Learning some lockin' from Chris
Project Hardwork and Inertia after session
Day 9. Clubbing at Boom Box with Late Night Tales Crew
Inertia and Physix in Boom Box
Nic was doing his duty after clubbing.
Chris and Nic taking a poop
Having dinner with Late Night Tales Crew. The food looks horrendous but it was okay.
Picture taken after last dinner with Chelsea and So Young.
Chelsea and Me :D
Rivers showcase @ Club Tool
Newborn and Redfoot rockin' it
Bboy Newborn
Bboy Redfoot of Rivers/Floorgangz
Newborn hitting a freeze
Redfoot
Rivers Crew
Bboy Marine rockin' the floor
BACK IN SINGAPORE.
OVERNIGHT SESSION @ CHANGI AIRPORT
Homos.
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12:34 PM
Saturday, December 31, 2005
Okay I just decided to do 1 last blog entry to end off 2006. Haha. The last entry wasn't very nice so yea. So here I am, its 9.47am in the morning and I'm at a PC Room(Lan Shop) in Dong Dae Mun typing this. 2005 is definitely the most stressful year for me. O levels and prelims was a real killer. The period of time between October to November was tedious. I can't believe how I actually managed to get through all that crap but I did. Haha. So much has happened this year man...
Outward Bound SingaporeThe first day I went to OBS I was feeling fucking moody and I don't remember why. I remember seeing Shaf for the first time and got kinda pissed at him cos he looked kinda arrogant and poseurish but wee hoo. Who knew that in the end he would turn out to be my best buddy at OBS? I remember the Kayaking expedition. I had to kayak for 2 sea sick girls for the entire trip and that really wore me out. It really pushed me to my limits. I never thought that I would be able to pull through the expedition. It was extremely choring both mentally and physically. I remember 6 hours after the expedition ended I could still feel the currents of the waves moving around me. Hahah. I remember stealing food from the prison wardens who were also there for OBS. I even hid it in my underwear! ROFL. I was known to be the mega eater of my watch cos wherever I was, I always had food on me. Wahaha. The High Elements was also something which I thought I'd never conquer but I did(with Shaf). I remember telling Shaf halfway up the High Elements that I think we can't move on anymore and should go down but he refused and told me we should try our best to go all the way to the top. I listened to him and we eventually did! :D Life at OBS was pretty hard and so was my sleeping place in the outdoors. The floormat which we placed on the floor didn't help much and we could still feel the edges of the rocks on our backs. I remember waking up one morning feeling sore all over. The most funny moment of OBS was when the instructor announced to all of us that the sea shore where we got off our kayaks was where our toilets would be and all other past watches used that as a toilet too. Some of us had dipped our entire body in the water there to like cool ourselves off and stuff. I was one of them. We were like "WHAT THE FUCKKKK!!!" I would definitely recommend to all you people out there who're still in secondary school who get a chance to go to OBS to go. You won't regret it ;)
InertiaDome, Nic, Dehui, Clarence, Jordan and Chiro.Hey mofos. Know something? I love you guys. Thanks for being the funny fuckers that always crack me up at sessions and also being there to talk to me and all when I'm down. So many people have joined and left Inertia over the past 2 years and now we're the only bunch that remains. We've gone through so much bullshit to get to where we are today. Remember those times when we got dissed, sabotaged and kicked around like we are some piece of shit? I don't know how we survived through all that but we did and now we stand strong. You guys are not just crew mates or breaking buddies but more like my brothers. Although we always suan each other about shit in each other's lives but deep down, we all know that we care for one another. Thanks for taking out your own cash to make Step It Up! possible. Thanks for always turning up for sessions although its at Woodlands. Thanks for making me laugh and irritating me. Thank you so much for being you. We will walk the dream of Feb 1st. Lets work hard for Floorskillz. Its only 3 months away, mofos.
Watch out, we're coming.
The MooncakesWei Tze, Brandon, Yang Yi, Wei Sheng, Cher Kian, Christopher, Kenneth and AltonHey dudes. You buncha retards are the best friends a guy like me could have. I will never forget the nights we spent mugging & pigging out at MacDonalds. Every single LAN session with you guys are very memorable too. Its always so much fun to hang out with you guys. Its been awhile since we all gathered and I really miss you all alot. You guys made sec 3 and 4 so much more fun and happening. We did so much stuff together which was really fucking funny which I will not forget. Brandon, I'm sorry for always making fun of your fats with the rest of the guys but I know you still love us even though we do it. Wahaha. Wei Tze, thanks for offering me so much valuable advice and being there when I'm down. Alton and Yang Yi, thanks for always making my days at school so damn funny and happening. Wei Sheng, although I'm not as close to you as how we were last time I want ya to know that I really treasure our friendship and it kinda hurts to know that we drifted apart so much. The last outing with ya and the guys was dope and I really enjoyed it. Thanks for making my primary 4 to sec 2 life so memorable. You will forever be a Puny. ROFL. Cher Kian, thanks for helping me out when I'm math-stupid. You're a human calculator and the study buddha of our clique. Kenneth, you fucking dota pro bitch. You're one funny guy and I really enjoy your company. I pwnz j00 at CS xD
To 300802You're one person which I have done so much wrong to. I've made you cry so many times and hurt you ever so deeply but you're always forgiving me and all. I don't know how I can ever redeem myself but I want to say
I'm sorry, although I may have used those 2 word too many times. Those happy moments we spent together will forever be in me. Thank you...
To somebodyThe first 2 months of 2005 was so beautiful because you were part of it. Thank you for putting a smile on my face and telling me everything is okay when I was down. Although I still don't know what I have done to make you ignore me but I wanna say I'm sorry for whatever I have done to make you do so. Its really weird how at one moment we're so close and the next we're like complete strangers. All this while I always wanted to know whether that period of time meant something to you because it meant alot to me but I never got the opportunity to ask... Or rather I didn't have the courage to. Maybe it didn't mean anything to you at all and it was just a memory that you will eventually forget. But whatever it is, I will never forget those times. I wish you the best in life and whatever ya do. Take care =)
To teh lil' girl with the lolliHey! It feels like I've known you for a very long time although we've only known each other for like a couple of months. Every chat session with you on MSN is always fun. Thanks for always giving me the finger when I go on a serious ego trip and talk about roxing panties. HAHAHA. I feel really honoured that you trust and confide in me at times when you have problems. I'll always be willing lend you a listening ear if you need somebody to talk to. Don't tire yourself out too much and get more rest, k? I'm sorry for making you wait when I'm gaming and I'll try to do that less. Lol.
Although you may not think so but I wanna make it clear that YES, I AM SEXY and you are not :p Thanks for making the last few months of 2005 so beautiful.
I'll be waiting =)
I always will.from the mooncake in teh blue cap.
I guess that pretty much sums up 2005. If I missed out anybody, just hit me up on my tagboard calling me a retarded panty roxer. Yeap.
2006 will be a year to remember...
Cos I'm going to make it so.
It will be the year where I rock...
Where I rock...
Where I rock...
GOODBYE 2005!
HELLO 2006! :D
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8:47 AM
Hiya. Just had supper(Noodles with dumplings) at some Korean food stall. It kinda sucked and costs fucking 3500 won! Dammit. I went to a bboy jam at a club called Boom Box just now with Chelsea, Sweedy, Dorr, Nic, Dehui, Chris and his female friend. The jam was fucking dope. Before that there was circle going on and Newborn & Ducky were ripping it hard. I wanted to go in but couldn't gather enough courage to do so. Its really stressful to enter a circle and know that the bboys you really look up to are watching you just less than a metre away. I saw Hong10 again today and he had a hair cut. He had his spectacles on and looked kinda retarded. ROFL. I saw Physix too. He's kinda short.. Not as tall as what he looks like in videos. After the jam ended, I went over and asked for a photo and he was like "Yea sure". Pretty friendly guy. Chelsea didn't get into the Top 8 but he was definitely the best dancer in the competition. There were so much OOOOOOs and AHHHHHs when he was toprocking and just rocking the beat. He injured his thumb a week or so before so he couldn't really do much footwork. The rest of the bboys participating were mad dope. Floorgangz and Rivers Crew were representing really hard. The winner of the jam was a tall guy from TIP. I felt that he shouldn't have won cos he kept repeating his airchairs. The judges for the jam were Ducky from Drifters and Marine from Rivers. The emcee was Fat Gambler. Hahahas.. Fat Gambler is a pretty funny guy although I didn't understand any shit he was saying throughout the entire thing.
Can't believe that I'll be going back to Singapore tomorrow. Its seems like it was just yesterday that I landed my Singaporean ass in Korea. I'll really miss Korea alot. Its kinda weird cos I came here with the thinking that I'd be inspired to learn more moves and power but instead, I got really inspired to focus alot more on my dancing and style. All the bullshit on internet bboy forums dissing Korean bboys about not being to dance is all buttcrap. You fucking E-boys should stfu and go practice. E-boys are all talk and no action. One example is a certain e-boy from the Aznbboy forums who was talking alot about contributing to the scene when he all he did was spam the forums. He didn't even turn up for Step It Up! to at least support the 1st SG underground bboy jam. So much for all the talk about contributing to the scene.
BULLSHIT. Ah well. Enough ranting for now.
Take care, bitches.
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6:34 AM
Friday, December 30, 2005
Hey bitches. I haven't been blogging for the past few days cos nothing big really happened. Just spent the past few days practicing at the dance studios at Chan Dong and Songpa. Its kinda hard to session in Korea cos its so fucking cold. I feel very motivated but the temperature just stops me from practicing much. Today is the 30th already... 2006 is gonna be here so damn soon. 2005 just flew by like nobody's business. Up till now I can't believe how I survived the Prelims and O level period. It was so stressful and fucked up. Results will probably be out in March. I'm still not really sure where I wanna go. Ah :/ I woke up at 6pm today and rushed to the studio in Songpa cos they were having a year end party. It wasn't as dope as I expected but everybody seemed to be having fun. It really sucks for Dehui, Nic and me at Korean events cos the emcee speaks in Korean and we can't understand any shit that he's saying.
I've only been in Korea for 9 days but it seems like I've been here for months. Will be going back to Singapore on 1st Jan 06. I'm looking forward to it but dreading it too. I'm really gonna miss Korea. Although its mad cold and the food sucks, but I really enjoyed my time here in Korea. Met some really nice people like Chelsea, Soo Young and the rest of the peeps from the dance studio in Songpa. I'm gonna miss Chelsea the most. He's a fucking dope bboy and a nice guy too. Hopefully Chelsea could come down to Singapore next year with his crew. That would be mad dope :D I really respect the dancers in Korea. They're what I call hardcore man. They practice every single fucking day without fail. In Korea, dancers sleep during the day and practice throughout the night. Thats pretty much what Dehui, Nic and me have been doing. Haha. I dunno when was the last time I was awake in the afternoon. To all people out there who think Korean bboys can't dance, you peeps are mad wrong. From what I've seen so far they're really dope dancers. Don't judge the entire Korean bboy scene just because bboys from certain crews like Gamblers and Obowang don't bother to dance.
I'm fucking craving for a nice hot plate of Hor Fun + Egg now. Or maybe a bowl of Ban Mian. Or a sexy plate of roti prata(3 Kosong, 1 Egg). Or a Treasure Bowl meal from Long John Silver's. AHHHHHHHHH. KOREAN FOOD SUCKS SHITTTTTTTTT.
See ya lobsters soon.
I rox your panties very very hard
Bye *waves*
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12:49 AM